I know it is awfully silent here on my dA Page already for a longer period of time but it's really getting out of hand...
Lately my life feels like a real Roller coaster of feelings for me, there is so much going on in my Real Life and it seems hard to keep up. It's sadly not just one issue, it are many issues that are interconnected and once one seems to have calmed down or solved the next one starts and so on. I don't wanna go too much into detail what all the issues are about, anyone who is close to me probably knows by now about most of them and for anyone else who is interested, they may send me a note. Keep in mind that I won't tell people who I never talked to before about all my real life worries, obviously.
As for art I feel Art Blocked already for a while and I'm unhappy with my own art. But thanks to my real life I feel even less motivated and I didn't draw in a longer while. I'm sorry for making you wait so long
. I didn't forget either of you waiting for your pictures ;A; But I want to give you good art and not something which I feel unhappy with myself.
I also have the urge to redesign my dA Page for a while and finally finish some of my characters References, so I guess I won't open commissions for a while, after I finished the current ones. I might consider opening some kind of "doodle commissions" as I did before and saw from other dA Users. But I'm not sure about that one yet... I must admit I did enjoy Art Trades more than Commissions so far, but that might also be from how I feel right now.
Only time will tell how my life will go on and how my motivation for drawing and being on dA will work out, but I try to keep everyone up to date who enjoys my art here.
Thanks for reading this!Raika-chan