This picture is for the spirit day...
I don't know what people are expecting when you draw a picture for such a day, but I just have to say for myself I'm sooooooo happy
that someone started such a day. Really, I feel like someone finally spoke about what is going on everyday, everywhere, anytime. Bullying, harrashment and abusment are things that are always there but it's hard to stand up and talk about it. Atleast as a victim of bullying it is.
I have to say, about my story is not much to say exept that if you are in that situation it's hard to talk about it, it's hard to keep strong and it's impossible hard to do something against the situation. As soon as you are in that position it's almost impossible to get out there anymore... being negelected by everyone and insulted hurts you so deep that it'll affect you your whole life.
I'm not gonna go in greater detail since I sadly had to feel more than often that you can trust nobody and that every information you give about yourself or your feelings, expiriences and opinions is gonna be used against you.
Anyways, the picture symbolizes me and ~Xx--Eclair--xX
and all the people who hurt us both all these long years... All these people who deserve to be atleast half as long in our situation and to have no- to hardly anyone to talk about it. To all the people who are in this situation I can only advice, even though times are harsh and even though you feel like you're all alone on this world... it is not true. There is a really small hand full of people who truly are there for you and want you to be happy. You are not the person who is wrong, but they are. Don't let them get you down, you're all far too precious and awesome to let them do that with you. Stand up and try to talk about it, try to find people who know how you feel and truly try to help you. It's just unknown how long you'll need to find them, but true love does exist, I expirienced it
And this part is to ~Xx--Eclair--xX
You know how much luck we had to meet each other and you know that the day we confessed our love was the day where everything changed for us both, we finally had someone to share our thoughts and fears, someone we could truly trust. And belive me that I'll never ever forget anything that you did for me, you're my everything, I wouldn't know how to live without you... I truly am thankful for everything you ever did for me, I love you, with all my heart, forever <3 Thank you ;u; <333333
So enough of this all, enjoy the picture -^^- About the picture:
Sketched & Inked in SAI
Colour, Background and Effects in Photoshop
Raika Nabiki, Yannouki Aishin & Art © =Raika-chan & ~Xx--Eclair--xX
Purple together for the spirit day!