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-x-ToASpecialPerson<3 + Subscribtion

Mon Dec 14, 2009, 9:38 AM


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Yesterday ( 13th december ) was a really special day.. and guess what?

I MISSED IT >___<

It was mine and *Xx--Eclair--xX months day and me and him are 9 months together now ;__; and I forgot it.. T.T

But he didn´t.. he gave me a subscribtion for 3 Months.. god I´m so stupid to forget that day >.<

Thanks so much Yannick!! <33 *glomps him down and kisses him unstoppable* *-* I´m sorry for forgetting our months day ;__; I wuf chu forever, I hope you accept my apology for missing that special day... T-T

Neverless since I got a subscribtion now I updated my page a bit, well not much yet but I try to keep everything update. Honestly it´s really hard for me to keep being up to date on here since my school and private life doesn´t give me much time to check my deviantart page lately... and it´s hard to answer all my deviantations and such when you watch 214 people... ._." I know that it´s almost impossible to keep up with that many things in my message center, but I really love the art of all the people I watch <3

I already started unwatching all the people which art is not really what I´d like to see... of course that doesn´t mean your art is bad or that I don´t like it anymore or something like that o_o" but I need to choose carefully who to watch and who now when I know how many messages will be waiting everyday... so if I unwatched you I´m sorry =/ I still like your art and I´ll check it from time to time ^^

when you read till here you really must be bored o.o" xD Honestly I think nobody will read this journal anyways and I dunno myself why I do the effort to write it, but I think it makes me feel better writing down what I think xD

At the moment I got a hard time... Everyday at school are classtests and in kindergarden it´s really tirering aswell ( like always xD ). Oh if you wonder about the kindergarden part, I´m learning to become a kindergarden teacher ^^
And now that are only 2 weeks anymore till Christmas I´m in hurry with a lot of things, thankfully I already got all my Christmas presents together and just need to wait till Christmas anymore.

A few days after Christmas *Xx--Eclair--xX will visit me finally *-* After 3 months of missing him I´m at the edge of going insane ( not sure if I´m not already :p ). I can´t wait for him to be here *-* <33

About art... same as always, art blo- wait NO not art block?!

No not art block, just simply that I hardly have time to draw or scan anything in, neverless I try to uploud a few things the upcoming days ^^

I think that was pretty much everything that is on my mind at the moment.. if you read till here you really deserve a cookie for the effort xD :cookie:

Now my only problem is... my stamp line is too long... you can´t even see all of them I think o.o" Well I´m gonna change that soon, I want to try to make my own journal skin with *Xx--Eclair--xX's help -^^-

I hope you all have a nice Christmas time and a nice vacation x3


-x- Ulrike aka. Raika

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contest entry (resketched) - :iconsaphiria-chan::iconflash--the--hedgehog: ~ :star::star:
Birthday gift :iconevil-sadness: - :star::star:

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Reverances:

Reverance Sheet of Andreas the racoon - :star: :star-empty:
Reverance Sheet of Liliane the fox - :star: :star-empty:
Reverance Sheet of Raika the cat - :star: :star-empty:
Reverance Sheet of Yukiko the wolf - :star-half: :star-empty:

( I ask myself if I ever will finish that x.x" )

Sketch :star-half: :star-empty:
Lineart :star: :star-empty:
Coloration :star: :star-half:
Finish :star: :star:


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have a nice day ~ :heart:

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  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: Ashley Tisdale - Me without You
  • Reading: Sex, Lies and Vampires
  • Drinking: Fruit Tea
Skin by `ginkgografix (modified by *Raika-chan)

-x- A real Boyfriend

Fri Nov 27, 2009, 11:52 AM
  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: Musicbox songs<3
  • Reading: A Girls Guide for Vampires
  • Watching: Yanyan <3
  • Eating: Birthday cake of my brother *-*
  • Drinking: Cola
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I saw this on :iconroxo89: page x3


When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it


- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's okay, don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

- Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"


Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend.

Girls post as: "A real boyfriend"

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Omg I can use journal skins without having a subscribtion? I LOVE IT !! <3 *-*


-x- Ulrike aka. Raika

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contest entry (resketched) - :iconsaphiria-chan::iconflash--the--hedgehog: ~ :star::star:
Birthday gift :iconevil-sadness: - :star::star:

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Reverances:

Reverance Sheet of Andreas the racoon - :star: :star-empty:
Reverance Sheet of Liliane the fox - :star: :star-empty:
Reverance Sheet of Raika the cat - :star: :star-empty:
Reverance Sheet of Yukiko the wolf - :star-half: :star-empty:

( I ask myself if I ever will finish that x.x" )

Sketch :star-half: :star-empty:
Lineart :star: :star-empty:
Coloration :star: :star-half:
Finish :star: :star:


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have a nice day ~ :heart:

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My Animexx: [link]


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-x- To Every Guy <3

Mon Oct 26, 2009, 9:35 AM
  • Mood: Amused
  • Listening to: Rihanna - Te Amo
  • Watching: My screen..
  • Playing: Does Daydreaming count as game?
  • Eating: Nothing I feel ill..
  • Drinking: Tea
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I saw this on :icontessadafox:'s page and I just needed to steal it from her :3

♥ To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"...
♥ To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"...
♥ To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her...
♥ To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down...
♥ To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls...
♥ To every guy that said he would die for her...
♥ To every guy that really would...
♥ To every guy that did what she wanted to die for...
♥ To every guy that cried in front of her...
♥ To every guy that she cried in front of...
♥ To every guy that holds hands with her.
♥ To every guy that kisses her with meaning..
♥ To every guy that hugs her when she's sad...
♥ To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all...
♥ To every guy who would give their jacket up for her...
♥ To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe...
♥ To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes...
♥ To every guy that would give his seat up...
♥ To every guy that just wants to cuddle...
♥ To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what...
♥ To every guy who told his secrets to her...
♥ To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath...
♥ To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one...
♥ To every guy that believed in her dreams...
♥ To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them...
♥ To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams...
♥ To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door...
♥ To every guy that gave his heart...
♥ To every guy who prays that she is happy even if he's not with her...
________________________________________ _____________

Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore. And because of this, there are not many left out there. I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this because they care more about their image.

- If you are a nice guy, repost this in your journal with the title: "Nice guys STILL finish last";

- If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way, repost this in your journal with the title: "To Every Guy".

My own opinion/words about it:

When I read it trough I couldn't do anything else than think about ~Xx--Eclair--xX :heart:

I think it would be totally awesome if every guy would be like this ( of course not everyone is the same but that would be much better than how some guys act.. =_= ).

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My Life?

1. I'm having a not leaving artblock.
I think that says enough.

2. I got no vacation.
I actually got vacation but need to work in the kindergarden and I need to prepare with some classmates a kind of presentation in german lessons. *sighs* I feel like having no vacation at all and I should start preparing my presentation :3

3. I'm ill.
Exept from that I'm having a cold and I'm not feeling too well... I'm trying to rest as much as possible lately, but it doesn't seem to help much at all =_=
Oh and I got depressions.. TT___TT

And for some reason deviantart doesn´t let me change my mood on my journal o.o

I wonder what is wrong with me..


-x- Ulrike aka. Raika

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contest entry (resketched) - :iconsaphiria-chan::iconflash--the--hedgehog: ~ :star::star:
Birthday gift :iconevil-sadness: - :star::star:

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Reverances:

Reverance Sheet of Andreas the racoon - :star: :star-empty:
Reverance Sheet of Liliane the fox - :star: :star-empty:
Reverance Sheet of Raika the cat - :star: :star-empty:
Reverance Sheet of Yukiko the wolf - :star-half: :star-empty:

( I ask myself if I ever will finish that x.x" )

Sketch :star-half: :star-empty:
Lineart :star: :star-empty:
Coloration :star: :star-half:
Finish :star: :star:


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have a nice day ~ :heart:

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-x- I´m back!! -- School and kindergarden

Fri Sep 25, 2009, 11:59 PM
  • Mood: Amused
  • Listening to: Kawada Mami-Hishoko no Sora (Shakugan no Shana OP)
  • Playing: Sonic Chronicles - The dark botherhood
  • Eating: Bonbons
  • Drinking: Water
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Now after my Internet was gone for 2 weeks... it´s back!! Yaaaay x3 :dance:
But I got around 500 smth deviantation and 300 smth messages to answer... x_x *watches 200 people lol*

And in this 2 weeks lots happened :
* beware boring stuff comming *
Whoever is not interessted in my life, stop reading here |D


Well school started again and how you remember from my last journal I was really scared and nervous about that. So when I went to school I first looked up at what classroom I have lessons, since nobody told me anything about that. And the first thing I noticed - I´m 1 hour too early o_O I could have slept that hour dammit <.< So I waited outside of school and met one of my old classmates and talked with her till it was time to go to class. So at around 8.25 I went into the school ( lessons started 8.30 am ) and saw lots of people I didn´t know, all my new classmates. I waited infront of the door and a girl was beside me and asked me if this is the right class for kindergarden teacher's. I started talking with the girl and we sat beside in class ^^ I´m happy she talked with me, I wouldn´t have dared to talk with anyone I think, I was soooo nervous ._."

Later we had lessons of course, but it was actually just lots of information stuff about, what do we learn, what lessons we got, what tests and exams and so on. All the stuff I knew already from last year but still I tried to listen not being too bored |D

I must say my first day was really good and over the day my nervousness left slowly, I think all my classmates are nice people and I even found a few friends :3

That about school... next is kindergarden right?

On wednesday I had my first day in kindergarden, I printed out already in vacation the busplan and how I got to the kindergarden in time since I wanted to make a really good first impression. So in the morning I got up around 5 am and went by bus to the train station and then with the s-bahn on. As I arrived to get the other bus ( for which I *should* had 10 minutes to wait left ) I looked at my clock and saw that it was 7.30 am.. I needed to be at 7.30 am in kindergarden already o.o"" And the bus would have come at 7.16 am ._." Bad Luck? Dunno but it was awful x.x So I called the kindergarden and right after that my parents to bring me to my kindergarden since the next bus would have come at 8.16 and that was far too long to wait. My dad wanted to get me by car and bring me to the kindergarden, but instead of Winnenden he drove to Backnang ( where my school is lol ). I was waiting and waiting and he just didn´t come ._." I called at home again and mom said he first drove to Backnang and searched me there for 30 minutes and then finally found out I´m not there lol SO I was really late when I arrived in kindergarden and apologized for being so late and my new kindergarden teacher accpeted that and said that as long as I come the next day in time it´s fine, because it´s the first day and I didn´t know the way yet. I was really happy that she wasn´t too angry with me because I really didn´t want to come late but since the plan I had printed out was wrong... *sighs* But eventually ( now after 2 weeks ) everything is fine and forgotten and my kindergarden teacher is really nice ^^ Me and her get along very well and we mostly could talk for hours I think xD
Oh and of course the kids in my new kindergarden are very nice too ^^

Then one week later on wednesday was parents information evening in my kindergarden and I of course was there too x3 I told all parents who I am, what I do here, when I´m here and why I want to become a kindergarden teacher and everything went well in my opinion, though I was a bit nervous ^^ *is with everything immidatly nervous lol* But I was sooo tired after that because I was home at around 11 pm and in the morning I got up around 5 am again |D

In Summary everything eventually seems to turned out fine, though after 2 weeks I can´t say much about it really. But this 2 weeks were fine and I´m happy to have found a few friends in my class and to get along with my kindergarden teachers :3

Whoever read till here, you get a biiig cookie from me xD :cookie:


-x- Ulrike aka. Raika

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contest entry (resketched) - :iconsaphiria-chan::iconflash--the--hedgehog: ~ :star::star:
Birthday gift :iconevil-sadness: - :star::star:

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Reverances:

Reverance Sheet of Andreas the racoon - :star: :star-empty:
Reverance Sheet of Liliane the fox - :star: :star-empty:
Reverance Sheet of Raika the cat - :star: :star-empty:
Reverance Sheet of Yukiko the wolf - :star-half: :star-empty:

( I ask myself if I ever will finish that x.x" )

Sketch :star-half: :star-empty:
Lineart :star: :star-empty:
Coloration :star: :star-half:
Finish :star: :star:


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have a nice day ~ :heart:

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-x- Internet back, Internet gone -- My life?

Sat Sep 5, 2009, 11:17 AM
  • Mood: Nervous
  • Listening to: Higurashi no Koro ni Rai Opening Theme
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How funny... today my dad got a letter that my Internet stays for some time longer, but he´ll get a new later with the exact date when my Internet will be gone. Now any second my Internet can suddenly disappear? AWESOME! -.-
Thank you very much Internet company =_=

So I still got Internet, no idea for how long.

But not that that is more than enough... no in one week starts school again. And I´m kinda scared about that... I need to repeat my school year which means I come into a new class and have new teachers. And the new class part is something I don´t like.. I´m not really good with people and mostly the outsider. I´m already happy when people don´t pick on me xD .. Neverless I need to get trough that too somehow.. and even though there is still one week left I feel bad.

Maybe because of that or simply because of an Art Block I can´t draw anymore =_= not that I drew much anyways in the last time, but lately I really don´t draw much .. and even uploud less here on my deviantart account. Sorry for that people. I try to anyways answer all my messages ( which is a lot when you watch atleast 200 people lol ).

I don´t have much to say anymore.. boring emo journal lol sorry to bother you people with my boring life, thanks if you read till the end at all, I appreciate it..


-x- Ulrike aka. Raika

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contest entry (resketched) - :iconsaphiria-chan::iconflash--the--hedgehog: ~ :star::star:
Birthday gift :iconevil-sadness: - :star::star:

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Reverances:

Reverance Sheet of Andreas the racoon - :star: :star-empty:
Reverance Sheet of Liliane the fox - :star: :star-empty:
Reverance Sheet of Raika the cat - :star: :star-empty:
Reverance Sheet of Yukiko the wolf - :star-half: :star-empty:

( I ask myself if I ever will finish that x.x" )

Sketch :star-half: :star-empty:
Lineart :star: :star-empty:
Coloration :star: :star-half:
Finish :star: :star:


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Requests: closed
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have a nice day ~ :heart:

My Youtube: [link]
My Animexx: [link]


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